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I wasn’t sure if I would post this or not? This is take 1 of last Friday’s opening Sabbath. It took a couple of days of talking with the Lord about it, and His early morning wake-up call this morning (03/04/2024), to post it now. And I’m not even sure if I’ll leave it up here, or not? Because I have found few who are as outraged. I have mostly received indifference to this subject, or a bunch of flack for not accepting the Pagan teaching of the amalgamation of both sexes into a holy spirit, and condemnation for keeping it in the Light, by not allowing it to be swept under the rug with every other apostasy within a religion, into what most religious people call smooth walking. And what I call; tryna walk on eggshells, on just another lumpy rug.

When push comes to shove, you truly find out what people are made of. And spiritual matters are no exception. Church politics over-rides the Truth in most man-made religions. But I had no idea my childhood religion, which professes remnant church status, had fallen so far away from the faith of Jesus? For seven years, I found this religion producing only cowards, who are unwilling to “stand stiffly for the Lord’s truth” (EGW), having very little to no true faith. And, after a long and severe conflict, I finally had to reevaluate my allegiance to this American Corporate World Church Christian Organization Business And Professional Foundation.

“After a long and severe conflict the faithful few decided to dissolve all union with the apostate church if she still refused to free herself from falsehood and idolatry. They saw that separation was an absolute necessity if they would obey the Word of God. They dared not tolerate errors fatal to their own souls and set an example which would imperil the faith of their children and children’s children. To secure peace and unity they were ready to make any concession consistent with fidelity to God; but they felt that even peace would be too dearly purchased at the sacrifice of principle. If unity could only be secured by the compromise of truth and righteousness, then let there be difference, and even war. Well would it be for the church and the world if the principles that actuated those steadfast souls were revived in the hearts of God’s professed people today.” (EGW comments on the early Protestant Reformers)

Seven years of battling apostasies, falsehoods, idolatry, errors fatal to my own soul, spiritual predators, oppression, and the suppression of the Spirit, from inside this religion, with no allies; a lifetime of fighting off the advances of the wealthy sexual perverts, she loves so much, inside and outside this religion; along with the results of being raised a spiritual Helen Keller by this religion; and the ensuing 40 years of self-medicating to numb the hurts done by unrepentant people of this religion- this religion, which professes to be the commandment keeping remnant church, has taken its toll on me.

I finally reached my limit with the he/she hokey spirit! I began making ultimatums. Believe or not? I have put up with, and taken a lot from this religion, being born into it. And have been willing to forgive much. But, when I started feeling like a whipped puppy or, like a “dog returning to its own vomit”? *Jesus Christ

I stopped taking what she (World Church) dishes out, and began making ultimatums.

Either SDA Apostasy goes! Or I go?

I’m sorry to say that, even my own family said to me; “Then go, then…. Just Go!”

The incident of the he/she holy spirit happened in March of 2023. And yes, it still hurts that a stranger, bringing Paganism into SDA Land, was accepted on their own authority-by religious ordination and a man-made education curriculum; carrying pretty words and fanciful ideas that makes most women feel good. But I was highly offended.

And, since I’m just a hippie-punk-thug-high-school-dropout with a bad reputation, and only someone whom the LORD, Himself, rescued from the gates of hell-a sinner who knows I need to repent. Not really into the greater good of the “face” of man-made religious dis-organizations, but more into looking out for the honor of the LORD’s Name- the Only One Who Has The Absolute Power and Who willed it by His Grace, alone, to rescue me from the bottomless pit of despair and hopelessness, that I found myself in, in July of 2016…. I was turned away by the “remnant church” in favor of a he/she hokey spirit, with the words;

“Then go, then… Just Go!”

You just can’t make this stuff up?!

Additional Note – “New Avenues” was the name of the Davidson County Jail drug Program. The lady who ran it was also a founding member of the Madison TN Cornerstone Pentecostal Church.

Nathan graciously accepted the invitation to share in this closing Sabbath episode. The Scripture he is reading is Proverbs 22. I hope all have had a blessedly restful and peaceful Sabbath. : )

Scripture Referenced – Isaiah 58

It was 139 heads of the Conferences and Districts of the Seventh-day Adventist World Church Corporate Religion that Ted Wilson called out. Not 169.

Praise God for video!

Note – This was when the Lord really started impressing upon me to look at the failures of the faithful in the Bible, rather than their successes, in order to mark out a straight path for my own feet.

A poem that the Lord brought to me after an especially difficult night spent in watchful prayer.

I hope this will become a weekly event, with more people joining in…. In Jesus name, Amen.

Edit 02/27/2024 – It was pointed out to me that there are no Scriptures stating the “double portion” on the Sabbath. Which is true. So, I’m going to tell you why I say this about getting a double portion of the Lord on the seventh-day Sabbath..

The Scriptures that the Lord brought to me seven years ago, when I asked our generous God for wisdom, are as follows; Exodus 16:4-7 and Revelation 2:17. Also Luke 11:11-12, and of course the ever present gift of James 1:5-8.

I have been instructed by the Lord to include these in this explanation. So, please read and chew on It a minute, before responding?

I have always known about the seventh-day Sabbath. The Sabbath has always been a delight for me, even before Christ. It is in my DNA. The seventh-day Sabbath has been a part of my family for at least four generations. But, the thing that I always noticed about Sabbath keepers, whether they were born Sabbath keepers, or are converted to seventh-day Sabbath keeping? and I’m sure many will understand this? Is that, most professing Sabbath keepers will either beat people over the head with the Sabbath and/or condemn other believers with it!? (insert emoji faces here !?!)

I have always known the Sabbath as the delight it is. And, seven years ago, when Dakota and I were homeless and just beginning this journey with the Lord, there were a few things the Lord and I discussed in our negotiations. One of them was the Sabbath message.

I said to the Lord;

“Lord? I can’t beat people over the head with the Sabbath. And, I can’t condemn them with it, either… What should I do about this?”

My question of the Lord was returned with the Word – Exodus 16:4-7, Revelation 2:17, Luke 11:11-12, and James 1:5-8.

Whether anyone believes me or not? Is not my problem. I trust the Lord on this, and have claimed it ever since. And let me tell you, last Sabbath?! I’m grateful not only for the double portion of the Lord, but also for the friendship in a brother that, when I needed some extra (prayer)? I believe he obliged. Whether he did or did not pray, isn’t the point…. all I needed was to be able to reach out and ask.

“Ask, and it will be given to you: seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you….” *Jesus Christ.

And, I know this also to be true, by faith. Even if a brother or sister doesn’t?

In openly asking…

The holy angels do. And the Holy Spirit already does. > …the Holy Spirit helps us in our weakness. For example, we don’t know what God wants us to pray for. But the Holy Spirit prays for us with groanings that cannot be expressed in words…..

Armor Up!

The Sabbath is a delight for me. And, even if the proof I have for the Lord giving us a double portion of Himself on the seventh-day Sabbath is only by faith? I believe it so….and so He does. “The LORD is faithful to those who are faithful to Him.” (Psalm 18:25) …. That’s how all this works.