Category: Balcony Talk

Taped 01/19/2024

Taped – 01/19/2024

Note – We were trying split-screen taping. It may or may not return. I just roll with the Lord. Where He goes, I follow. His call. His lead.

Scripture Reference Found – Genesis 4

Note – This is around the time that I stopped trying, and gave up on any kind of emotional support, encouragement, affection, and love at the “Hospital For Sinners” and put all my time and efforts completely into learning more about the Pleasing and Perfect Good Will Of The LORD God, whom I serve…. A more Humble and Gentle Teacher, I’ve never had, and forever will ever be.

There is no pleasing earthen vessels!!

Taped – January 01, 2024

A picture paints a thousand words, and I’m not touching this!?

I’m gonna lay it down, as is, Boss.

Note – The Vee animation at the beginning, is due to my witness of how I have had to keep backing up and backing up, until I was backed-up to the edge of the ledge, and started looking up for those “Golden Ropes.” I had been doing this in response to what the leaders and people alike, of the religious organization I was dealing with, were saying about the LORD thy God?! I was referring to a dream/vision of Ellen White. I went and re-read her account of the dream/vision. I ain’t touchin’ that either?! It blew my mind! Plus I got a gentle reminder by the Spirit, about doubting what the Lord has already brought me through.

I’m lettin’ this hand-ride, too.

“Go Goosefraba Cool It Out a minute…..vee.” ; )

Scripture References Found – Luke 15, Acts 5, John 21, Job 32-42, Hosea 4

Note – I ran into many Prodigal son’s brothers among the earthen vessels, in the churches of the religious organization that I visited. It seemed that they were angry that they had been faithful to the church all their lives, and some “drug addict” “homeless woman, ‘we’ tried to help, was ‘causing trouble'” a “disruptive spirit” pushing a buggy, wearing a backpack, with a dog/service dog, Dakota Bugg, in tow, was moving in on their territory?

I sensed an angry spirit, like they were mad at Vee for standing up in the churches for the honor of the LORD’s name? I overheard folk’s saying “She thinks she knows it all.” And, reading my writings in front of the people was mostly coldly received. I got the impression that these vessels thought I was trying to move in on their territory, whenever I would read Scriptures? Or move in on their perspectives with things that were unfamiliar and foreign from the traditionally taught rote – including an “out of this world” “too unreal to believe” testimony of Jesus Christ. And the spirits within this organization did, and still does not like to be questioned, nor do these vessels like anything “different” from the cookie-cutter superficial theologies that they cut their teeth on.

For some reason, I thought they’d be happy with the incredible news of my return to the Father? But, I soon learned that there is a reason why Jesus included the prodigal son’s brother in the story; and why Luke included this Parable of Jesus in his Testimony of Jesus; and why the Spirit of the LORD includes the Prodigal Son’s Brother(s?) in His Word – The Holy Bible…..

Taped – 01-07-2024

Apologies for the video stopping mid-sentence. We mainly just read through, stopping periodically to apply the Scripture we had just read to our own lives, sharing our experience, strength, and hope of Jesus.

Scripture References Found – 2 Corinthians 13, 2 Timothy 2, John 6, Hebrews 11, James 2, James 1, Genesis 3, John 14

Note – Spiritual “Food”

Scripture References Found – Hosea 4, Ephesians 4, Matthew 24, Matthew 18, Amos 9

Scripture References Found – Proverbs 3, James 1, Mark 9, John 6, 2 Timothy 2, 1 Peter 3, and a little taste of Acts 19, and Hebrews 12

Note – (1) I touched on a couple of teaching experiments that the Lord did with me. (A) The 24 hours without saying “I” “Me” or “My” – especially along with embellishment. (B) The “SNAP!” of the Holy Spirit, that brought me out of the heavy sleepiness of a generic sermon, to “hear” the spirits of doubt seeds within the prayer. And to pay more attention to the “spirit” of words of prayer, and other conversations, rather than only hearing the actual words. (C) The “Doctrine Of The But-t-t-t-t-t-ssss” was something the Spirit brought to me a few years ago, to categorize my excuses, and other people’s excuses, too, to go our own ways. LOL ; )

I was just beginning to differentiate between my unbelief that causes me to stumble to the temptations within me, for the sins that crouch at my door. And, much to the chagrin of others?! The unbelief and doubt of those who had been around me. A very lonely process! It was during a break of this taping of Balcony Talk, on December 15, 2023, that I realized the SDA Land religious zealots and religious authorities, along with the spirit of the church militant, were trying to force my conscience to their will. They were insisting that I go against my conscience to accept their Neo/Primitive Theologies, whose only roots are the seminaries. Very little actual Bible comes through their opinions and, many of the Pastors and religious authorities I have dealt with for the last seven years, have not recognized much of the Scriptures that I have quoted in our discussions? Once the floodgates opened, I began demanding to be interrogated in front of witnesses. That shut them up! Go figure? The ever present gaslight tool of religious shunning came next. (insert eye roll emoji here)

“The Shaking” = The Sifting Of The Sieve

During our break on this taping, I was talking to Nathan about all that I had endured through the week, when he wrote the words on the back of the sticky note-pad I photographed. I have used it for the featured image of this episode.

The post image is of Dakota in the alley, around the time the Lord found us.

Scripture References Found – Hebrews 12, Judges 7, 1 Timothy 1, Matthew 7

Note – I still had a couple toes stuck in the muck o’ wild and crazy religion, and was still holding out hope. So, I was still quoting-pleadingly EGW. I may or may not quote her again? I just don’t know, now that there has been a paradigm shift into a complete refocus. We will see…..

Additional Note – I was barely hanging onto my sobriety, by a thread o’ faith, at the time of this taping on 12/09/2023. Reason for the meme…. Spirit stopped the video. Praise the Lord!

Momma calls Preachers, but God calls Pastors…. Keep it goin’