• Opening Sabbath – March 8, 2024 E5

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    Scripture References Found – Philippians 2, Hebrews 10

    It’s not where we meet. It’s Who we meet…..

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  • Balcony Talk – Genesis 19:12-29 E56

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    Scripture References Found – Matthew 15, Hebrews 12, Ezekiel 3, Proverbs 24

    Notes – 1) There are many places in America that are much like Sodom, in that anyone who has accidentally wandered into a “hostile territory” have faced despicable things happening to them by the inhabitants, including rape and murder. Don’t look down on Sodom, for that which your own nation is also guilty of. Just sayin’ 2) As of today, March 7, 2024, the warning trumpet toot announcing the sifting of the sieve is still not being taken seriously. The same spirit and attitude as the betrothed of Lot’s daughters. 3) At Christmastime, the first year Dakota and were in our apartment, after two years homeless, and 50+ years running from God, the fantasy bubble of having a “church” family of believers burst! It was then, when the Lord showed me The Road. Maybe one of these days I can give a little more detail? But, I think that each lesson path is tailor-made for each individual believer. I can’t clear out and walk your path, and vice-versa. I can, however, share with you the honesty of the LORD God, whom I serve. And, who, unlike human man-gods. has never left me in the dark.

    The weirdest Gaslight, by far, is the denial of that which is staring ya in the face?! I call it; “The Elephant In The Room.” And, I’ll just leave it at that, for now…. ; )

    Final Note – “Curious. But Not Stupid.” …..keep it going….

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  • Balcony Talk – Genesis 18:16-33 E55

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    Scripture References Found – 2 Timothy 1, Revelation 12, Matthew 5, 1 John 4, 1 Thessalonians 5, John 6 plus there are over 100 Scripture references stating that we are to serve the LORD our God alone, and Proverbs 29

    The Ellen White concept that I refer to is found in Sermons And Talks vol. 1

    At the time of the taping of this episode of Balcony Talk, I was still pleading with the Pastors and Elders of SDA Land, whom I have had short conversations with- not because I wanted it that way. They are just too busy for more than a short convo with me. I was pleading with those who had told me privately that they agreed with what Ted Wilson had said, and a few who had been agreeing with my observations for a few years- only privately. Begging them to step up and tell the people about the sifting of the sieve, what it consists of, how to encourage through, how to remain steadfast and strong on the Word of the LORD…etc? I had been hearing things that the Lord had directed me to write on Facebook, coming out of their mouths, at times, too? But, again, mostly in private was it ever acknowledged. I had pretty much stopped watching all religious outlets by this time, also. On occasion, I would tune in to see what those whom I had had short convo’s with, were preaching…. I was thinking of begging them again… one more time to….. then it hit me. They have no idea what the warning trumpet announcing the sifting of the sieve is, themselves? They had been caught with egg on their faces. And, it’s still there. All crusty and flaky dried egg on da face.

    Notes – 1) The Lord was REALly cajoling me strongly to “LOOK AT LOT’S HESITATION!” around the time of this taping. 2) I have seen people, some are leaders of this organization, send the unsuspecting and inexperienced into situations much like trying to convert Satan, as their “purpose.” I, myself, fell into that trap, by the non-disclosure of the spiritual predators and church militant, that are still a very big part of the Seventh-day Adventist religion. Being in “full knowledge of the defection of church members and the difficulty with which the faithful has had to contend with, with the church militant.” (EGW) These men and women will encourage the new in faith into situations that they are barely equipped to handle, if at all, to bring a purpose for the new believer’s life and have their involvement in the “works” of the organization. I don’t know why they do this? Especially with the full knowledge thing? But, I praise the LORD God today that, by His Holy Spirit, I endured th…. ….more to this story later….

    Additional Notes – 1) Liked the term “Protestant Vatican City” and have sometimes included it with “Athens of the South” in my descriptions of Nashville TN. 2) According to the Rabbinical tradition, the downward march for the destruction of Sodom, first began when Sodom stopped practicing hospitality. Think about it? 3) There is most definitely such a thing as Christian Pagans. Beware their leavening…

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  • Balcony Talk – Genesis 17:15-27 E54

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    “Freedom is just another word for nothin’ left to lose.” (Kris Kristofferson and Fred L. Foster)

    Scripture References Found – Ephesians 6, Mark 9, Revelation 2 and 3, Romans 8, 1 Corinthians 2, Philippians 2, Isaiah 1, John 3, 1 Thessalonians 1, Romans 14, Jeremiah 10, 1 Thessalonians 5, James 1, Hebrews 12, 2 Corinthians 5, Matthew 13

    I gotta tell ya, there was so much going on at the time of this Balcony Talk taping, on November 3, 2023, that I don’t know where to begin? I may edit this narrative throughout the day? So don’t quote me. Thanks. : )

    I had been sensing an electrified energy for about a month, that I now know as the outpouring of the Holy Spirit. Many, who are inside SDA Land during prayer request rounds, will ask for the (future) outpouring of the Holy Spirit, which they call “The Latter Rain.” About three years ago the thought was brought to start thanking the LORD, God, for the outpouring of the Holy Spirit. And so I did. I believe that, due to this extra “oil” my “body” was having adverse reactions to the spirits of the principalities of darkness, whom I know very well. That’s why I hide behind Jesus Christ, The Word, during spiritual battles, rather than relying on my own abilities.

    Within the year of 2023, I found myself very alone in my beliefs and, even at the time of this taping, was still iffy about Nathan? Once burned….twice burned….thrice burned….etc…is enough to make vee twice more shy! LOL Just the truth.

    After figuring out some of my triggers with the Lord-an ongoing process. Separating my issues from other people’s issues, such as unbelief, doubt, fear, timidity, confusion, etc… Still ongoing… I began setting boundaries around my spiritual house which the Lord and I have been building on the Rock of Ages, for the last seven years. Unfortunately, there has been much collateral damage in the process. In some cases, irreparable.

    Note – Does God have a poetic Justice?

    Additional Note – At my last six month check-up with my PCP in January, I had lost 24lbs, with a Goosefraba Cool BP of 117/56. I had them recheck it, to make sure that the machine wasn’t broken? LOL That’s what partaking of the outpouring of the Holy Spirit’s Good Work can do, on a broken-down-road- hard-put up wet, old hippie/punk thug widow woman. Praise God from whom all blessings flow!

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  • Take 1 – 03/01/2024 E5

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    I wasn’t sure if I would post this or not? This is take 1 of last Friday’s opening Sabbath. It took a couple of days of talking with the Lord about it, and His early morning wake-up call this morning (03/04/2024), to post it now. And I’m not even sure if I’ll leave it up here, or not? Because I have found few who are as outraged. I have mostly received indifference to this subject, or a bunch of flack for not accepting the Pagan teaching of the amalgamation of both sexes into a holy spirit, and condemnation for keeping it in the Light, by not allowing it to be swept under the rug with every other apostasy within a religion, into what most religious people call smooth walking. And what I call; tryna walk on eggshells, on just another lumpy rug.

    When push comes to shove, you truly find out what people are made of. And spiritual matters are no exception. Church politics over-rides the Truth in most man-made religions. But I had no idea my childhood religion, which professes remnant church status, had fallen so far away from the faith of Jesus? For seven years, I found this religion producing only cowards, who are unwilling to “stand stiffly for the Lord’s truth” (EGW), having very little to no true faith. And, after a long and severe conflict, I finally had to reevaluate my allegiance to this American Corporate World Church Christian Organization Business And Professional Foundation.

    “After a long and severe conflict the faithful few decided to dissolve all union with the apostate church if she still refused to free herself from falsehood and idolatry. They saw that separation was an absolute necessity if they would obey the Word of God. They dared not tolerate errors fatal to their own souls and set an example which would imperil the faith of their children and children’s children. To secure peace and unity they were ready to make any concession consistent with fidelity to God; but they felt that even peace would be too dearly purchased at the sacrifice of principle. If unity could only be secured by the compromise of truth and righteousness, then let there be difference, and even war. Well would it be for the church and the world if the principles that actuated those steadfast souls were revived in the hearts of God’s professed people today.” (EGW comments on the early Protestant Reformers)

    Seven years of battling apostasies, falsehoods, idolatry, errors fatal to my own soul, spiritual predators, oppression, and the suppression of the Spirit, from inside this religion, with no allies; a lifetime of fighting off the advances of the wealthy sexual perverts, she loves so much, inside and outside this religion; along with the results of being raised a spiritual Helen Keller by this religion; and the ensuing 40 years of self-medicating to numb the hurts done by unrepentant people of this religion- this religion, which professes to be the commandment keeping remnant church, has taken its toll on me.

    I finally reached my limit with the he/she hokey spirit! I began making ultimatums. Believe or not? I have put up with, and taken a lot from this religion, being born into it. And have been willing to forgive much. But, when I started feeling like a whipped puppy or, like a “dog returning to its own vomit”? *Jesus Christ

    I stopped taking what she (World Church) dishes out, and began making ultimatums.

    Either SDA Apostasy goes! Or I go?

    I’m sorry to say that, even my own family said to me; “Then go, then…. Just Go!”

    The incident of the he/she holy spirit happened in March of 2023. And yes, it still hurts that a stranger, bringing Paganism into SDA Land, was accepted on their own authority-by religious ordination and a man-made education curriculum; carrying pretty words and fanciful ideas that makes most women feel good. But I was highly offended.

    And, since I’m just a hippie-punk-thug-high-school-dropout with a bad reputation, and only someone whom the LORD, Himself, rescued from the gates of hell-a sinner who knows I need to repent. Not really into the greater good of the “face” of man-made religious dis-organizations, but more into looking out for the honor of the LORD’s Name- the Only One Who Has The Absolute Power and Who willed it by His Grace, alone, to rescue me from the bottomless pit of despair and hopelessness, that I found myself in, in July of 2016…. I was turned away by the “remnant church” in favor of a he/she hokey spirit, with the words;

    “Then go, then… Just Go!”

    You just can’t make this stuff up?!

    Additional Note – “New Avenues” was the name of the Davidson County Jail drug Program. The lady who ran it was also a founding member of the Madison TN Cornerstone Pentecostal Church.

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  • HoBo Foods Sunday Brunch

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    On today’s menu we have a Southern Grits, Eggs, and Sausage Casserole with lots of Cheddar Cheeses Combo Fiesta Cheeses and Butta’. Baked to a golden brown top in a 350 degree oven, it can be cut into individual pieces after it sets and chills and frozen for a great on-the-go quick breakfast. I used Impossible Sausage and Morning Star Link Sausage cooked and crumbled. But any Sausage will do.

    The beverage is a fresh Mango and Guava drink. Today, I put daa Lime in da Coconut Water and Ginger, adding purified water to desired consistency. With a little honey to offset the bitter and extra virgin olive oil for heart health. I top this amazing Vee Spring Forward Drink with a sprinkle garish of turmeric and Lime wedge…. and I drink it all up!

    Bon Appetitie….

    Have an amazing Sunday : )

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  • Current Events And Observations E4

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    Taped – March 02, 2024

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  • Current Events And Observations E3

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    Taped – March 02, 2024

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  • Current Events And Observations E2

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    This will be a new category on My Big Blue Pearl. It may be alittle-bit-willy-nilly until I get caught up with the dates of the recordings? But, hopefully with God’s grace and the patience of brethren, will smooth out in the near furture. Thank you for understanding. I will date each video so that you can get a little perspective of the time-line. Sincerely, Vee : )

    Something both Nathan and I have come to understand in our journey of Life, is that it is important to purge ourselves from the frustrations of what we feel are injustices done against God and mankind. No matter how anyone else feels about this process, bringing these things to the Light is actually beneficial to maintain the faith of Jesus, the mind of Christ-sanity- and, for me, sobriety-sober mindedness.

    Most “religions” will tell you to keep these thoughts and feelings behind closed doors, or within a one-on-one or, secret group confined, so as to present a “united” front of secrets and lies, which in turn results in pride and prejudice; oppression and injustice.

    Nathan and I began talking together, around March of 2023, after he asked me to lunch, one Sabbath after church. Hospitality… We met at a little Mexican Joint in Smyrna TN, that had a stage he was eager to share the music which Jubal Project had begun to record. A vision… We got to talking about something like this right here…”Current Events and Observations”… Nathan said that, when he was in the military, they would have a monthly “B-Session” to bring to Light the issues the men and, I’m guessing, some women, had with each other, the group, the performance and conduct, or whatever, and to work towards a reconciliation to bring the group to “One Mind” and “One Purpose.” You cannot run a smooth military operation, when everyone is runnin’ around with a “mind of their own.”

    Having been a functioning addict for most of my life, I knew this concept as “Group Therapy.” Which I’m all for and into. Early in my walk with the Lord, it was impressed upon me that the “church” needed what I was instructed by the Lord to call “A Day Of Reconciliation.” My Facebook memories, and some witnesses-if in their right mind- and the Living Witnesses will reflect when the Lord brought this concept to me, within the last seven years.

    I don’t know how frequently this purging of our frustrations, hurts, habits, and hangups will occur? But, I know I slept much more peacefully last night. And woke up refreshed. Ready to move forward with the Lord, as the Father so wills It. In Jesus name, Amen.

    Praise God from Whom all blessings flow….

    We also invite other believers to share your observations of current events.

    Thank you,

    Vee : )

    Taped March 02, 2023

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  • A Guest At Vee’s For Closing Sabbath – March 2, 2024 E4

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    Nathan graciously accepted the invitation to share in this closing Sabbath episode. The Scripture he is reading is Proverbs 22. I hope all have had a blessedly restful and peaceful Sabbath. : )

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